2009 version

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Chantel
Birthday:	June 11
Birthplace:	edmonton
Current Location:	sherwood park
Eye Color:	blue
Hair Color:	brown
Height:	5"3
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	mutt
The Shoes You Wore Today:	n/a
Your Weakness:	my emotions
Your Fears:	my emotions/falling
Your Perfect Pizza:	everything
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	weight loss be a success
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	haha
Thoughts First Waking Up:	that was a messed up dream!
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes
Your Bedtime:	10
Your Most Missed Memory:	camp
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	mcd's
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	good host
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffee
Do you Smoke:	cigars
Do you Swear:	yeah
Do you Sing:	yeah (not that anyone wants to hear me)
Do you Shower Daily:	mostly
Have you Been in Love:	think so, or I was just too obsesed I didn't see it for what it was.
Do you want to go to College:	again yes
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	at times
Do you get Motion Sickness:	yes
Do you think you are Attractive:	at times
Are you a Health Freak:	at times
Do you get along with your Parents:	at times
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	no
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yes
Ever been Beaten up:	yes by my sisters
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	is a plane that is thrown around by a tornato while a terroriest is attacking it, but most importantly I'm dieing in my sleep while this is all going down. oh and a metiorite the size of the moon is hitting earth haha, if I'm going you're all coming with.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	happy
What country would you most like to Visit:	Ireland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	green
Favourite Hair Color:	brown
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	quite a bit taller then me
Weight:	n/a
Best Clothing Style:	n/a
Number of Drugs I have taken:	depends... I've taken a lot of tylonal in my time haha
Number of CDs I own:	n/a I've lost lots/can't count the ones I have now.
Number of Piercings:	in all time 8 for now pretty much just 2-4
Number of Tattoos:	n/a
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	getting into debt
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daniel gets slapped

Pussy Control

could be?

so ever feel like nothing makes sense...

then all of a sudden you get a "could be" eureka moment
where all your ducks seem to be in a row.

that's what tonight feel like.
maybe more to follow later?

crazy

so I'm going crazy... or emotionally crazy? does that make sense.

so in April my uncle, or even my second dad one might say died. It was coming but in all honestly it felt like it came out of no where. My heart broke, and world literally stopped turning nothing else mattered. Slowly I steped back in the spinning world with glimpse of what I saw, what I felt, what I heard and the emotion keeps pouring back in.

so now I'm confused again.

I have memories that pop back in and I just want to cry and generally do.

well now I've been obsessing over Heath ledger... why I don't know

but I honestly in some ways feel like I know him... that makes no sense but I have dreams of him and usually it's images of him before he died and they weren't bad. I honestly think it was an accident and he just shouldn't have taken them all those pills together. Perhaps they were ment for certain times of the day example one he takes in the mornings and the other at night etc. So maybe it was just miss reading or who knows what. Or just maybe he knew exactly what he was doing and that's that. I think the thing that upsets me most is that his daughter was so young, he was so young and just how people portray him as going mad after the joker role. so weird because he said he loved that role in interviews and what not.

oh well

anyhow I just thought I'd mention that.

Fascinated by God

fascinated how everything works out.
God has this plan.
that's it.
that's how everything works.
God plans it.
seems chaotic.
everything is spinning spinning dropping out of control
but God has it, worked out.
the very day, hour, minute and then second it needs to take place.
so awesome.
I love you God.
I love that you heal all wounds and have Patience to wait for us to ask for help.
You are everything, and I love that.
Thank You!!!

I'll eat a human

This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.

There was an important job to be done and Everybody was asked to do it. Everybody was sure Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.

Somebody got angry about that, because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it.

It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done.

harsh...:(

update from a 2005 post on here

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Chantel Marie Dandeneault
Birthday:	June 11th 1985
Birthplace:	Edmonton
Current Location:	Sherwood Park
Eye Color:	Blue
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5"3
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	mutt
The Shoes You Wore Today:	roxy flats
Your Weakness:	my own emotions
Your Fears:	not getting married and having kids
Your Perfect Pizza:	no fish then it's probably good
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	I'd like to have the greatest self image
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	bitch plz... haha jk I just wanted to say that so JK it would be
Thoughts First Waking Up:	noooooooo!
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes
Your Bedtime:	whenever
Your Most Missed Memory:	camp
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	mc d's
Single or Group Dates:	group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	good host
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffee
Do you Smoke:	cigars socially
Do you Swear:	occasionally
Do you Sing:	all the time... haha suckas
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	thought so but nope
Do you want to go to College:	yeah
Do you want to get Married:	yeah!
Do you belive in yourself:	yep
Do you get Motion Sickness:	yep
Do you think you are Attractive:	somewhat
Are you a Health Freak:	nope
Do you get along with your Parents:	yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yeah
Do you play an Instrument:	nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	nope
In the past month have you Smoked:	yeah
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yeah
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nope
Ever been Drunk:	yeah
Ever been called a Tease:	yeah
Ever been Beaten up:	yeah aka samantha dandeneault
Ever Shoplifted:	nope
How do you want to Die:	fast and something out of the ordinary...
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	happy
What country would you most like to Visit:	Austraila
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	green
Favourite Hair Color:	depends on the guy... if he looks like prince harry red for sure, but usually darkish... brown
Short or Long Hair:	once again hard to say
Height:	talker then me
Weight:	makes no diffrence
Best Clothing Style:
Number of Drugs I have taken:	1
Number of CDs I own:	too many to count
Number of Piercings:	5
Number of Tattoos:	0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:
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what up gangsters

how about I start this again... good great...
like you haven't read about me saying that before.

so today was long.

went to church
taught Sunday school
went to work
played with a kid for 6.5 hours
not quite as much fun as one would think
he cryed for some of it
then I came home
cooked a pizza
ate some of it
refrigerated the rest
drank a Jones cream soda
put the bottle in the recycle box
and later I'm going to a movie.

pretty much that was and is it.

Things I want:

I want to be happy
I want to run really far
I want free time
I want to laugh
I want money
I want shelter
I want to sing
I want to be clean and organized
I want to have children
I want to help people
I want movies
I want to be busy
I want a husband
I want friends
I want family
I want to be safe
I want to be challenged
I want things in my control
I want to talk
I want things taken out of my control
I want books
I want to read all these books
I want to travel
I want to be everywhere at least twice
I want to speak another tongue/
I want true beauty
I want to just listen
I want to be true beauty
I want warm
I want cold
I want texture
I want smooth
I want color
I want sound
I want taste
I want water
I want food
I want I want I want

ultimately I want God. I want him to lead me to what I truly need.



I Need God.

tis the season

wow so jennifer you're probably the only one who reads this... but I'm going to start off new in 2008 who knows I might even write in here every day while I can... no promises though

okay so yeah that's pretty much all I wanted to say
I'm watching degrassi junior high right now, I'm on to season two finally... haha yeah I'm a dork for watching this show... but it's addictive once you start.

who knew... maybe might start watching degrassi next generation... you never know hahaha...

um what else. It's sooooo foggy out tonight kinda spooky. Jennifer is in the states, and we just broke her tv.... haha jk I just wrote that so if she reads this while she's there.

I have some good books I've got for christmas, and just bought that I want to make sure I read.
I should make it a goal to read a book every week haha that would be crazy for me, but so worth it.

so yeah when I read a book on here I'll make an update, I hope I read a rediculious amount for 2008 at least 52 books

I'm so darn cute

I'm sorry but this is really funny

Twelfth Night

If music be the food of love, play on;
Give me excess of it, that, surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken, and so die.
That strain again! it had a dying fall:
O, it came o'er my ear like the sweet sound,
That breathes upon a bank of violets,
Stealing and giving odour! Enough; no more:
'Tis not so sweet now as it was before.
O spirit of love! how quick and fresh art thou,
That, notwithstanding thy capacity
Receiveth as the sea, nought enters there,
Of what validity and pitch soe'er,
But falls into abatement and low price,
Even in a minute: so full of shapes is fancy
That it alone is high fantastical.

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yeah so i THOUGHT THAT WAS FUNNY, AND iM SITTING HERE HURTING... ps. my dads computer is retarted because for some reason when you go to type " it comes out as È
or when you go to type a question mark it comes out as É so i donèt know what the heck he did but I cant fix it. its easier to just leave them out

oh yeah so Im sitting here in pain lol... well not really its more when I move I feel pain. I went to the gym with sandy last night and probably did an hour of weights and only like 20 minutes cardio so my body felt fine yesterday adn today feels like every mm would like to die now.