First Kiss...?

Having lots of friends getting married recently and pretty soon this kinda made me think about my friends who are worried about never even finding a boyfriend... most of them I went to school with so we're all in the same row boat... Although I think some of us have different priorities... Okay so starting out with the married few wow right on... hopefully that is who God wants you to be with it's so fairy tale in this stage... I don't want to be a party pooper but what happens when problems arise in the journey, I pray that all of you work through it and have 50 year wedding anniversaries! NO DIVORCES... Okay so there's you guys then there are the ones who probably need to decide to get married or just find someone else... I don't think getting married should be that hard of a decision.. yes think about it... but when you've thought about it and still can't come up with a yes or no answer... there might be a problem! Okay then there are the ones who do have boyfriends but none of them want commitment... WHAT!? why are you dating then?? okay yeah it's nice to have someone to grope lol but seriously dating is to find a husband/wife... so why are you going through the motions if you have no interests in marriage, isn't that unfair to the girl/guy???? and if you are just a lusty ball who wants to wait their time on you?? Sorry but yeah... Then there are them Girls... and Some Guys who are waiting for something so special that it's one boyfriend/Girlfriend that turns into something and marriage! and Future soul mates.. it's nice it's beautiful... lets face it IT COULD happen, but the thing that makes me wonder sometimes are we glorifying this into something that is too huge and it will never happen?? Are we tossing future mates aside still looking out into the horizon waiting for that special someone we created in our heads that could never live up to our image and expectations we've set out for that person??? so I'm just saying no matter if your married, dating, single there are problems.. so don't worry about it, don't wish your life away... :D any ways that's just a thought lol a big thought......

You wanna make God Laugh, tell Him your plans...

So hence the title...

I've been thinking lots about 'my plans'... plans for today, plans for tomorrow and just plans in the future in general... what am I going to be doing in weeks ahead, when should I settle down, when should I start a family all things that are probably important to an extent... but where am I fitting God in... once again these are MY plans... when did I ever say these are "GOD'S PLANS" somehow I think that would be more applicable... yet it's so easy to slip back into 'my plan' mood... so yeah.... just a thought if things aren't working out according to plan....... who's plan are we working on.... so yeah :D that's it, that's all I'm going to say about that...
I like that hand... hehe

Christmas Day...

Christmas EVE

Hey it's christmas eve... YEAH... tomorrow is Christmas! Jesus looks a little older then "just born" in that picture.... ???

Strategic Mistletoe Placement

Notice that whenever there is mistletoe hung in an obvious place....

No one ever notices it till the end of the night?

It never happens like in the movies where a boy and a girl look up and go...

"Ohhhhh.... well we better kiss now!"

Blood Blister... OF DEATH...

isn't that nasty??? when I was yonger I was driving a quad with no shoes on... cause lets face it everything is more fun without shoes....

so I accidently rested my foot on the HOT motor... and bam... it hurt... so I drove quick back to the house... and put my foot in a bucket of ice water....

but then.... this nasty blood blister formed... sick eh? a few weeks later I "accidently" jumped from a chair and popped it on my babysitter's carpet! LOL I know I'm a jerk....

SCHOOL MISHAP!

Okay so... Today is Tuesday, spose to be the last day of school... spose to write a Osteology exam (bones). BUT... I didn't think I would be prepared so I asked if I could write it in January instead... All is well until....!!!!!

this girl in our class (who will remain nameless because I think it's not respectful to talk about her behind her back... But it is necessary in this case for the story... ) got a little upset that myself and another girl would not write it until we got back. So I just kept turning my cheek, and forgiving her because hey that's what Jesus would do.

So now we're here again TUESDAY... And I'm the first to arrive... I'm sitting quietly because I want them to have a quite study time before the test... First to arrive is the girl mentioned above... She comments on how I am not writing the exam... Then when the girl who sits next to her comes she starts saying how she hopes I and the other girl(who is not writing) are put into another room... And when they mark the exams we should not be in hearing distance because that would not be fair.

so I still bite my tongue... Then... She says it again and again that she thinks we'll cheat and how it is not fair. So I just get up and say "I'm leaving I can not take anymore of this.... I don't know what I did to you to deserve this. And the fact of the matter is I already know all the questions to the test, and the answers... You do too, so I don't know what the big deal is!"

Then I went to go tell Dennis our teacher I was leaving nearly in tears I told him what the other girls were saying and how I couldn't deal with that, and didn't think I deserved that treatment.
so as I walked to the mall I pretty much did cry, I hate having people hate each other... Why can't we all just get along... Then I realized I don't have my Myo 4 notes... So now I will probably fail MYOLOGY 4 then my legs felt like they would fall off because an hour walking in that cold sucked... and it was at LEast an hour to my house from the mall probably more... so I phoned a cab... which cost me $10:( okay so that's my venting sob story... I hope all your days were better....

pray that I can be a positive influence in these ladies lives...
Love and God bless!
Chantel

Love this Poem - - - The HUG POEM

HUG POEM
I read about how you
touched them

And they were healed

OR EVEN if someone
just touched your CLOAK

THEY WERE FOREVER CHANGED

You let a broKeN woman
bathe your feet
in her tears

and you washed your best friend's feet

I'm just wondering, though,

DID YOU ever just
HUG people?

I know it's a silly question and all
I'm sure you would have
(why wouldn't you have?)

BUT it's one of those things
that was NEVER mentioned
And it got me thinking about it

AND HOW
Whenever there was a touch
from you
Sins were forgiven
and sickness fell

I think I'm caught up with my sins
And LAST TIME I checked
all my body parts are working
NOTHING special HERE

I'm just a kid
with a HEAVY HEART
these passing sunrises
and sunsets

I don't think our encounter
would have ended up in your GOSPELS
or anything

BECAUSE ALL i REALLY NEED is a hug
THAT'S OKAY FOR ME TO IMAGINE. RIGHT?
That's not CONFLICTING
with any sort of THEOLOGY, is it?

Okay good.

THEN HUG ME.

BUT NOT one of these
SIDEWAYS one-arm-around
the-neck type of hugs

OR the
GHETTO right hand CLASP FISTS
ELBOWS TO CHEST

PAT

PAT

ON THE

BACK

BACK

OR THE you put your RIGHT arm over my LEFT arm
and I put my RIGHTarm under your LEFT arm
And we make this weird SORT-of
diagonal thing

NAW... none of those!

BEAR HUG
ME, MAN!

Take your
old-
SCHOOL
CARPENTER arms
AND THROW THEM AROUND
MY UPPER BODY
leaving my
a r m s
dangling
underneath yours somewhere
and I can barely move them

BECAUSE you're SQUEEZING me
so HARD

(But don't pick me up and make my back pop
because I HATE it when people do that.)

And then hold me.

HOLD ME HERE IN YOUR ARMS
until I start to CRY!

BECAUSE
I WANT TO CRY!

but I just can't seem to do it on my own.

I've been teary eyed
ONCE recently
but not even enough
for a

DRIP


Down
my
CHEEK

There's Just HURT
in my SOUL
That needs to be purged
SO HOLD ME HERE
in this hugging pose
Unitil the PAIN
is FLOWING
from my eyes
and nose

More Pictures

ME!
Group Picture



Yeah so here are some more pictures from Banquet... it was fun... or at least I made it fun

tonight I drove to the sobeys heck ya!

Picture of C&C Sunday

This is Vann and I at the Christmas Banquet...
my pictures I took are currently at Walmart in some type of chemical I assume...

they will be posted later on...

welcome

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