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yeah so i THOUGHT THAT WAS FUNNY, AND iM SITTING HERE HURTING... ps. my dads computer is retarted because for some reason when you go to type " it comes out as È
or when you go to type a question mark it comes out as É so i donèt know what the heck he did but I cant fix it. its easier to just leave them out

oh yeah so Im sitting here in pain lol... well not really its more when I move I feel pain. I went to the gym with sandy last night and probably did an hour of weights and only like 20 minutes cardio so my body felt fine yesterday adn today feels like every mm would like to die now.

so it's tecnicly saturday morning...

and I'm sheet less...
I'm a dumby and forgot to put sheets in the dryer before I head off to Ania and Jonek's house...

oops... no now it;s 1:17 and I get to waste an hour of my precious sleeping time waiting for the dryer..

so some things on my mind...

I've been having nightmares again... I've had them before and they really stress me out because it's not like oh one this night .... one another night it's chantel will have them for months straight... and when I was little I had nightmares all the time...
I'll be honest it's a spiritual thing. I've had dreams from God... laugh if you will cause I know some people do. Not like hundreds maybe like 5-6... any who but I feel like when I'm getting attacked by Satan it's mostly in my sleep. which seems not bad... but when you remember your dreams as well as I do/dream as much as I do. it BLOWS

I seriously will wake up from a dream go back to sleep and have another wake up etc. etc. etc.

times I know it's from God it will always be the SAME EXACT DREAM and I know it's from HIM it's either a feeling I get about it/praying about it. Or even flat out in my dream he'll say it's a message that I either need to figure out or seek out someone to tell me the meaning.

Okay enough of that... so please pray for me.

what else... um I found out a girl from work well she doesn't actually work there anymore... but she got ran over today... so I'm not sure how bad it is yet... but once again pray for her.

And whatelse... I really hope the hot tub is hot and chem.'ed up tomorrow so that chantel can swim! haha

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