Things I want:

I want to be happy
I want to run really far
I want free time
I want to laugh
I want money
I want shelter
I want to sing
I want to be clean and organized
I want to have children
I want to help people
I want movies
I want to be busy
I want a husband
I want friends
I want family
I want to be safe
I want to be challenged
I want things in my control
I want to talk
I want things taken out of my control
I want books
I want to read all these books
I want to travel
I want to be everywhere at least twice
I want to speak another tongue/
I want true beauty
I want to just listen
I want to be true beauty
I want warm
I want cold
I want texture
I want smooth
I want color
I want sound
I want taste
I want water
I want food
I want I want I want

ultimately I want God. I want him to lead me to what I truly need.



I Need God.

tis the season

wow so jennifer you're probably the only one who reads this... but I'm going to start off new in 2008 who knows I might even write in here every day while I can... no promises though

okay so yeah that's pretty much all I wanted to say
I'm watching degrassi junior high right now, I'm on to season two finally... haha yeah I'm a dork for watching this show... but it's addictive once you start.

who knew... maybe might start watching degrassi next generation... you never know hahaha...

um what else. It's sooooo foggy out tonight kinda spooky. Jennifer is in the states, and we just broke her tv.... haha jk I just wrote that so if she reads this while she's there.

I have some good books I've got for christmas, and just bought that I want to make sure I read.
I should make it a goal to read a book every week haha that would be crazy for me, but so worth it.

so yeah when I read a book on here I'll make an update, I hope I read a rediculious amount for 2008 at least 52 books

I'm so darn cute

I'm sorry but this is really funny

Twelfth Night

If music be the food of love, play on;
Give me excess of it, that, surfeiting,
The appetite may sicken, and so die.
That strain again! it had a dying fall:
O, it came o'er my ear like the sweet sound,
That breathes upon a bank of violets,
Stealing and giving odour! Enough; no more:
'Tis not so sweet now as it was before.
O spirit of love! how quick and fresh art thou,
That, notwithstanding thy capacity
Receiveth as the sea, nought enters there,
Of what validity and pitch soe'er,
But falls into abatement and low price,
Even in a minute: so full of shapes is fancy
That it alone is high fantastical.

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yeah so i THOUGHT THAT WAS FUNNY, AND iM SITTING HERE HURTING... ps. my dads computer is retarted because for some reason when you go to type " it comes out as È
or when you go to type a question mark it comes out as É so i donèt know what the heck he did but I cant fix it. its easier to just leave them out

oh yeah so Im sitting here in pain lol... well not really its more when I move I feel pain. I went to the gym with sandy last night and probably did an hour of weights and only like 20 minutes cardio so my body felt fine yesterday adn today feels like every mm would like to die now.