hi it's me chantel

hey so what's new readers of my blog

yeah.... so I am excited for life, FINALLY!!!
ya so seriously there is someone recently who will remain nameless because lets face it most of you don't know her anyways, any who she has inspired me to be more happy, actually in so many aspects of my life. And I'm so excited because even though she is Catholic she has helped me get closer to God. No offence Catholics that probably sounds so bad but lets face it I'm not Catholic and I'll probably never convert cause come on seriously I don't worship saints...

any who how did I get so off topic??

so lots of things in my life have gone off course from where I'd like them to go, but seriously God is right there believe it or not... to be honest a month ago or more I wouldn't have or had very little faith, everything is coming around.

I've very excited to an ounce that hopefully coming up this December I might get a chance to go the Columbia (yes the country). That would be so amazing!

um yeah only thing kinda sucking is I'm so tired still, physically so Sundays I tend to sleep in which sucks for the people who I only get to see on Sundays.

oh yeah something weird but I'm glad it's happening is every night I use to have nightmares and they sucked big time cause I'd always wake up so tired and stressed... but now I sleep and dream every night fun and exciting things actually sometimes really weird stuff but secretly I love it!. so yeah that's what's going on with Chantel lately!

hope you enjoyed this craziness!

ps. I can count to ten in Spanish. I learned that today

pps. I painted this tonight